waaahhhhhhh..rajin lak aku update blog ni kan...hehehe...ala...bkn pew..de kat umah ni kan..tenet ade..so..on9 je la keje aku...hehe..rajin update lak sbb otak aku de bnyaaaakkkkkkkk sgt bnde la..cm bnyakkk sgt nk luahkan...susah nk luahkan kat org sbb org x pnah nk phm kite..kaaannnnnnnnnn???..btol x??..hehehe...
so, de bnde yg aku nk tnye korg ni...huhu...pernah tak korg sukew kat seseorang tapi org tu x sukew balik kat korg??...haaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....aku taw..msti ramai yg pernah asew cmtu kannn...aku??...x pernah...hahahhaaha...teeettttttttttt...tipu jew...pernah la sekali dua...*cehh..cover lak kan...;)
well...siyesly aku xpnah nk taw perasaan bler kite sukew org tu n org tu x sukew kite...lately baru aku asew...eh2..cm hot story je kan..sure ramai kengkawan aku kat luar sanew bertanya nnt...hehehe...by the way, its very distracted my mind about dis..i'm became timid,insecure,got tempered easily...ok..yg got tempered tuh aku mmg da dew temper tuhh...tapi xdela cpt sgt melenting...hehehe..
tapi pe yg patot aku buat ek??....org akan ckp..ala...cari je la yg len...tapi lau kengkawan aku mesti taw betapa susahnya aku nk pandang org len slepas dgn si die tuh..yew..aku akui lepas aku kecewa dengan si die yg dulu tuh aku kenal ramai lelaki...yes..ramai..tapi dlm ramai2 xde pon leyh wayt aku sukew xcept die nihhh...argggghhhhh...cm tensen lak aku nk ckp sal ni..aku x pernah nk ckp cmni kan..tapi bnde ni tol2 da wat aku serabut la...kalau lah aku leyh bace perasaan org kan senang..haisshhhhh...
tapi..hal ni bnyak wat aku terpikir dan muhasabah diri..mungkin ni blasan Tuhan pada aku..cm org2 pernah kate..u get back wat u give...yess...i got it back!!!...biler de org yg sukew aku sebelom ni dan aku x sukew,aku juz ignore jew die..even die duk msg aku tnye pape,aku wat xtaw jew...berpuluh msg die antar,satu je aku bls..tu pon 'plis..dun text me anymore..'..tapikann at least aku jujur kan..ckp awal2...xdela feeling die da bnyak baru aku nk reject diew...n now,ptot aku phm perasaan mamat tuh cmanew...aku pon pnah rasew pe yg die rasew skrg ni..mungkin die x leyh straightforward cm aku...so,better i let it go..before it's getting worse n worse n hurts...
n for u,if u read dis, tenkiu for de short moment n everything...forgive me for everything...i'll stop looking at u n will not care bout u anymore...maybe its hard but i''ll do my best...pray for me k..gud luck in wat u don hope u get de best one...adiosssss..(^^,)
Wednesday, January 04, 2012 | 11:35 AM | 0 Adudu(s)
salam sumerr... ellop readers....(^^,)
waaahhhhhhh..rajin lak aku update blog ni kan...hehehe...ala...bkn pew..de kat umah ni kan..tenet ade..so..on9 je la keje aku...hehe..rajin update lak sbb otak aku de bnyaaaakkkkkkkk sgt bnde la..cm bnyakkk sgt nk luahkan...susah nk luahkan kat org sbb org x pnah nk phm kite..kaaannnnnnnnnn???..btol x??..hehehe...
so, de bnde yg aku nk tnye korg ni...huhu...pernah tak korg sukew kat seseorang tapi org tu x sukew balik kat korg??...haaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....aku taw..msti ramai yg pernah asew cmtu kannn...aku??...x pernah...hahahhaaha...teeettttttttttt...tipu jew...pernah la sekali dua...*cehh..cover lak kan...;)
well...siyesly aku xpnah nk taw perasaan bler kite sukew org tu n org tu x sukew kite...lately baru aku asew...eh2..cm hot story je kan..sure ramai kengkawan aku kat luar sanew bertanya nnt...hehehe...by the way, its very distracted my mind about dis..i'm became timid,insecure,got tempered easily...ok..yg got tempered tuh aku mmg da dew temper tuhh...tapi xdela cpt sgt melenting...hehehe..
tapi pe yg patot aku buat ek??....org akan ckp..ala...cari je la yg len...tapi lau kengkawan aku mesti taw betapa susahnya aku nk pandang org len slepas dgn si die tuh..yew..aku akui lepas aku kecewa dengan si die yg dulu tuh aku kenal ramai lelaki...yes..ramai..tapi dlm ramai2 xde pon leyh wayt aku sukew xcept die nihhh...argggghhhhh...cm tensen lak aku nk ckp sal ni..aku x pernah nk ckp cmni kan..tapi bnde ni tol2 da wat aku serabut la...kalau lah aku leyh bace perasaan org kan senang..haisshhhhh...
tapi..hal ni bnyak wat aku terpikir dan muhasabah diri..mungkin ni blasan Tuhan pada aku..cm org2 pernah kate..u get back wat u give...yess...i got it back!!!...biler de org yg sukew aku sebelom ni dan aku x sukew,aku juz ignore jew die..even die duk msg aku tnye pape,aku wat xtaw jew...berpuluh msg die antar,satu je aku bls..tu pon 'plis..dun text me anymore..'..tapikann at least aku jujur kan..ckp awal2...xdela feeling die da bnyak baru aku nk reject diew...n now,ptot aku phm perasaan mamat tuh cmanew...aku pon pnah rasew pe yg die rasew skrg ni..mungkin die x leyh straightforward cm aku...so,better i let it go..before it's getting worse n worse n hurts...
n for u,if u read dis, tenkiu for de short moment n everything...forgive me for everything...i'll stop looking at u n will not care bout u anymore...maybe its hard but i''ll do my best...pray for me k..gud luck in wat u don hope u get de best one...adiosssss..(^^,)
n for u,if u read dis, tenkiu for de short moment n everything...forgive me for everything...i'll stop looking at u n will not care bout u anymore...maybe its hard but i''ll do my best...pray for me k..gud luck in wat u don hope u get de best one...adiosssss..(^^,)
