this entry to my friend dat absolutely in pain becoz of love and a guy..yes..u dear..i make dis post juz for u to help u think and make u stronger than now..i know wat u feel rite now coz i'm absolutely already felt it...take ur tyme to read dis dear...(^^,)
Dear.. i know its hard to let go sumone dat we love..its extremely hard...u already saw me before dis rite..at dat time,u de only one dat saw me cried so badly,heard everything wat i said and gave me a lot of advises dat make me tension coz i do think u dun understnd me coz u never felt it..now,its ur turn..n u cannot say dat to me coz i'm already be at ur situation..huhuhu well..its hard rite..u think about him all de tyme..wonder how he is..how he feel..even try to figure out either he remember u or not..always want to text him even he angry n annoyed with u..everyday when u waku up or u wanna sleep,u'll think about him..it's de same feeling rite??..if not,my mistake..only me la at dat tyme..hehehe... n ofkos u pray all de tyme dat ALLAH will open his heart to u..ALLAH make him realize dat u r de one for him..but as tyme goes by,it not happen rite..he still not open his heart..he still not respond to u..till u doubt dat if ALLAH heard ur pray or not..astaghfirullah..ampunkan hamba-MU..
Then,what do i do??..i wanna tell u wat did i do to overcome all dis challenged..i wanna share with u,so that u will find de way to mske urself able to overcome dis pain..honestly,it not take a few tyme..take a lot of tyme u know...i think around 3 months for me..so,dun push urself to let go him or make urself pressured which say u must forget him..juz follow de flow..cry as much as u want..text him as much as u want..say wat u want to say..but plis dun think too much..then,u'll be able slowly think wat u did were not worth to him..then,pray to ALLAH to make u feel peace n able to think rationally...ALLAH will help u..belive me,as time goes away,u'll self-reflecting ur self..i believe ALLAH make me pain coz HE want me be close to HIM..bcoz HE already plan de best for me..then,one day..in a deep breath,i told myself..'ain..juz stop it...till when u wanna be like dis..look around u,u still have ur family,frens n ur degree..do u want to lose them as well??'...n de next day,i woke up,i told myself,now it time to me move on..n Alhamdulillah..i can forget de pain..i can smile again..
BUT.. dun make mistake like me if u still want him in the future...when u able to let him go,save a space for him in ur heart..forgive him and do not put the blame on him...i'm afraid dat u'll become like me..when he comes back to u,u rejected him as ur heart stopping him to enter as u already stop the future with him..
well,,i hope my story able to make u feel better n think wat u shuld do k..u know,u r strong as i am..so,i think u can do it dear..focus ur study n family..keep ur heart in peace..keep ALLAH in ur mind..till then,i always always be with u..i love u babe..take care..adioss...
p/s : now,i'm being in pain again..but as i already felt dis before,i can handle it well..i can still smile n enjoy..i also cry when needed..so,dun think dat i'm very happy with my life now..i'm juz satisfied with my life now..
Wednesday, February 01, 2012 | 12:31 AM | 0 Adudu(s)
salam sumerr.. ellopp...
this entry to my friend dat absolutely in pain becoz of love and a guy..yes..u dear..i make dis post juz for u to help u think and make u stronger than now..i know wat u feel rite now coz i'm absolutely already felt it...take ur tyme to read dis dear...(^^,)
Dear.. i know its hard to let go sumone dat we love..its extremely hard...u already saw me before dis rite..at dat time,u de only one dat saw me cried so badly,heard everything wat i said and gave me a lot of advises dat make me tension coz i do think u dun understnd me coz u never felt it..now,its ur turn..n u cannot say dat to me coz i'm already be at ur situation..huhuhu well..its hard rite..u think about him all de tyme..wonder how he is..how he feel..even try to figure out either he remember u or not..always want to text him even he angry n annoyed with u..everyday when u waku up or u wanna sleep,u'll think about him..it's de same feeling rite??..if not,my mistake..only me la at dat tyme..hehehe... n ofkos u pray all de tyme dat ALLAH will open his heart to u..ALLAH make him realize dat u r de one for him..but as tyme goes by,it not happen rite..he still not open his heart..he still not respond to u..till u doubt dat if ALLAH heard ur pray or not..astaghfirullah..ampunkan hamba-MU..
Then,what do i do??..i wanna tell u wat did i do to overcome all dis challenged..i wanna share with u,so that u will find de way to mske urself able to overcome dis pain..honestly,it not take a few tyme..take a lot of tyme u know...i think around 3 months for me..so,dun push urself to let go him or make urself pressured which say u must forget him..juz follow de flow..cry as much as u want..text him as much as u want..say wat u want to say..but plis dun think too much..then,u'll be able slowly think wat u did were not worth to him..then,pray to ALLAH to make u feel peace n able to think rationally...ALLAH will help u..belive me,as time goes away,u'll self-reflecting ur self..i believe ALLAH make me pain coz HE want me be close to HIM..bcoz HE already plan de best for me..then,one day..in a deep breath,i told myself..'ain..juz stop it...till when u wanna be like dis..look around u,u still have ur family,frens n ur degree..do u want to lose them as well??'...n de next day,i woke up,i told myself,now it time to me move on..n Alhamdulillah..i can forget de pain..i can smile again..
BUT.. dun make mistake like me if u still want him in the future...when u able to let him go,save a space for him in ur heart..forgive him and do not put the blame on him...i'm afraid dat u'll become like me..when he comes back to u,u rejected him as ur heart stopping him to enter as u already stop the future with him..
well,,i hope my story able to make u feel better n think wat u shuld do k..u know,u r strong as i am..so,i think u can do it dear..focus ur study n family..keep ur heart in peace..keep ALLAH in ur mind..till then,i always always be with u..i love u babe..take care..adioss...
p/s : now,i'm being in pain again..but as i already felt dis before,i can handle it well..i can still smile n enjoy..i also cry when needed..so,dun think dat i'm very happy with my life now..i'm juz satisfied with my life now..
