well..well..well...long tyme i'm not updating my blog rite???...huhu..misyhh me??...i dun think so...hehe...hmmm..currently i'm super duper triper bz with my last sem..a lot of thing i need to struggle as i want grad dis year!!!( hopefully i can grad..hoho)...but do u think dat it still dun make me to let go my precious tyme with my frens...hehehe...however, now i'm thinking dat such a long tyme i'm not going out,'lepaking' n have fun with my members..oh..mannn!!!..i'm wasting my precious tyme lorh...hohoho...
but..i'm glad i'm not doing dat...i'm glad dat i'm focusing my studies well..( erkkk...focus sgt kew??..=p ) well..some people might not believe it as my past really show dat i'm the person dat only focusing enjoying tyme..rite??..hoho..wait..wait a minute...i'm talking ridiculous rite now..hohoho...
PAST WAS PAST..or in other word..LET BYGONE BE BYGONE.. why i'm talking about dis??..coz i'm really2 want the past juz gone...if i can back to the past..urgghhhh...only IF...not enough to me to cover up wat happen in de past... lately,when i heard someone try to dig out my past..try to talk about my past..i felt so upset..frustrating..n it's like my heart will exploded... why u must to talk about my past???...i'm not like the past anymore..pliz give me a chance to me to be a gud person..pliz try to support me...yess..i'm avoiding a lot of people in my past..coz i'm not have any courage to face them...they saw me in my bad conditions so i think dat even i'm changed,they still look at me as de bad me in the past... i'm really afraid to see their face n think wat wll they think about me.. if u ask me,since when i'm being a coward??..being such a timid person??..being sooooo terrified??.. its happen when my heart had so much pain..i'm hepi when i'm at the past but not a real hepi..juz a temporary.. now,i'm alone...n i still not have confidence in meet the people in my past..if i can avoid them,i'll avoid them... i'm guess nobody will understand what i'm saying but its ok to me coz only ourselves will totally understand our heart n life..
for those who being out there n thinking dat i'm avoiding u,yess..i am..so,be understanding n pliz not looking for me..i'll never accept ur kol or msg..sorryyy...n if we ever meet again in future, dun treat me as me in the past coz i'm not dat person anymore...k,tenkiu..(^^,)
p/s : my small heart said dat ' i want de memories from de past get lost'...
well..well..well...long tyme i'm not updating my blog rite???...huhu..misyhh me??...i dun think so...hehe...hmmm..currently i'm super duper triper bz with my last sem..a lot of thing i need to struggle as i want grad dis year!!!( hopefully i can grad..hoho)...but do u think dat it still dun make me to let go my precious tyme with my frens...hehehe...however, now i'm thinking dat such a long tyme i'm not going out,'lepaking' n have fun with my members..oh..mannn!!!..i'm wasting my precious tyme lorh...hohoho...
but..i'm glad i'm not doing dat...i'm glad dat i'm focusing my studies well..( erkkk...focus sgt kew??..=p ) well..some people might not believe it as my past really show dat i'm the person dat only focusing enjoying tyme..rite??..hoho..wait..wait a minute...i'm talking ridiculous rite now..hohoho...
PAST WAS PAST..or in other word..LET BYGONE BE BYGONE.. why i'm talking about dis??..coz i'm really2 want the past juz gone...if i can back to the past..urgghhhh...only IF...not enough to me to cover up wat happen in de past... lately,when i heard someone try to dig out my past..try to talk about my past..i felt so upset..frustrating..n it's like my heart will exploded... why u must to talk about my past???...i'm not like the past anymore..pliz give me a chance to me to be a gud person..pliz try to support me...yess..i'm avoiding a lot of people in my past..coz i'm not have any courage to face them...they saw me in my bad conditions so i think dat even i'm changed,they still look at me as de bad me in the past... i'm really afraid to see their face n think wat wll they think about me.. if u ask me,since when i'm being a coward??..being such a timid person??..being sooooo terrified??.. its happen when my heart had so much pain..i'm hepi when i'm at the past but not a real hepi..juz a temporary.. now,i'm alone...n i still not have confidence in meet the people in my past..if i can avoid them,i'll avoid them... i'm guess nobody will understand what i'm saying but its ok to me coz only ourselves will totally understand our heart n life..
for those who being out there n thinking dat i'm avoiding u,yess..i am..so,be understanding n pliz not looking for me..i'll never accept ur kol or msg..sorryyy...n if we ever meet again in future, dun treat me as me in the past coz i'm not dat person anymore...k,tenkiu..(^^,)
p/s : my small heart said dat ' i want de memories from de past get lost'...
